today i recieved the perfect christmas present. Three actually which means i am an extremely lucky person.

1) i witnessed many of my closest mates all dying with laughter at the same time. it was sight that made me beam and glow inside. i felt all warm and fuzzy and couldn't wipe the smile off my face.

2) i felt like me. that seems like a strange present but those moments are becoming fleeting and rare so when i simply feel like me...and im in love with a moment and im in love with my friends and i cant stop hugging people and smiling...well those moments of contentment and simple joy feel perfect for me.

3) i looked at Bob and felt this incredible wave of love and couldn't stop myself from grabbing him at every oportunity for a cuddle.

i love cuddles.
i love my friends.
i love bob.
i love feeling love.

i will miss sarah soooooo much!